THE GODDESS PROJECT 2002
It was Ani Ambereye (here dressed up in
gold) who started on the Goddess image almost as soon as she
arrived at the Peace Stewards Camp and led the design. The material was the
same, hazel wands, but the design was different than last year's, being more
3 dimensional with hoops creating a torso, head and arms which were only
assembled after we had reached Stonehenge. Ani got inside the hollow torso,
two men supported the arms and I chanted the Goddess Song (see
Song) as we took the image up to our base on the tump
by the ditch on the South of the Stones.
We then waited for the right moment, which came at around midnight. Once
again Ani got inside, Tim Abbott and Paul the fisherman, took hold of the
arms and I began chanting as loudly as possible, as we began to circle the
Stones clockwise. We got a lot of attention. As we reached the other side of
the Stones, the Goddess veered off towards the Hele stone where the team
rested her on the right hand side of the Hele stone, facing inwards.
A BBC film crew were filming us, and a ragged musician like a street singer
started to sing, "Oh come all you singers, you dancers...." was one
verse, "Oh come all you healers..." was another for "the druggies,
the drunkards, the schizos..." the TV men lapped this up and carried on
filming.
The crowd were jolly and inevitably there was one young man who yelled,
"it looks like a bleeding Christmas Tree" but it was pointed out,
"Wrong Season Mate!" so I yelled "It's a Solstice tree!" and
later as I wandered through the Stones I met a lovely Scottish woman telling
me about the "Solstice Tree" and it seemed my off-the-cuff sound byte was
spreading quickly through the site!
Now The Goddess set off again, this time heading right into the heart of the
Stones where it was crowded. She was greeted with cheers but hands began to
pull at her wandwork hands, I was crying "No! No!" as I was aware of the
danger. But one man clung on proclaiming it was an insult to God and Jesus!
If there's anything worse than a religious bigot, it's an inebriated
religious bigot, in the dark in the middle of a crowd. "You've got your
religion, and I've got mine!" I suggested, but he clung on, threatening
the stability of the image until he was somehow prised loose.
I carried on chanting, making a defiant Pagan witness I thought, and the
image, having been brought successfully through the centre of the stones,
was left as an offering wedged into a trilithon.
"Gosh was that an exciting adventure!" I thought, pleased that we had
done it, and brought the Goddess right into the centre this year. I
rushed to see how Ani was, but she seemed very happy, I asked her later how
she had felt while all that fracas was going on, she said she had felt
"protected". Not only armoured by the woodwork of the image, but stoutly
guarded perhaps. In terms of the purpose of the Goddess Project, I couldn't
help thinking wryly, how some brave men had escorted the Goddess into the
Stones to meet the patriarchal forces lurking within!
And feeling that exciting theatre of that kind needed developing and
repeating. Thanks to Paul Aitken for the pictures!
THE IMAGE 2001
The first idea was that willow was the best and most bendy material for
goddess-building. We could not afford the craft material price of 30-40p a
withy (at least £30-£40 outlay). So we had to look for natural resources and
in the place where we were (the secret Peace Stewards camp) there were
masses of hazel and some of the trees were being coppiced and one was being
demolished "for land management reasons". So we were assured of bendy twigs
and slightly less bendy branches for construction.
A small group of women built the image, they began with some twigs but
along the way they explained to me, something happened, a spirit arrived
to inhabit their work. Three red roses were donated at the end, for her
nipples and clitoris, and the image was moved slowly, on a car roof rack,
wrapped in a tarp, to the Stonehenge temporary car park, where members of
the Peace Stewards group, and volunteers from the crowd, carried the
Greenwood Goddess in procession to the Stones about 8:30PM.
There was a circle of druids in the stones doing a recitation. I said
"We're doing a recitation too" but I was told this was confrontational.
"Oh so we have to shut up!" I said. However the judgement of the women had
to prevail in this matter, they had built the Goddess, and what is more,
they had invoked her spirit. So she remained propped on a trilithon in
the early part of the night.
At about 3AM as the first light of dawn began to appear we took her
round the site from her trilithon to our Peace Stewards Circle on the
magic tump at the South side of the henge (which technically is the name
of the ditch). This was about half a circuit of the site, then we took her
round again one full circuit before leading her to rest by another
trilithon. The Goddess was loved and offerings of flowers were left at
her feet.
Although The Goddess did not get right into the Stones I was pleased with
what was accomplished this year. I expect we will be back, with more
preparation and more support, next year.
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JAIDE'S STORY
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For what it's worth, when I read a week or so before the Solstice that you
were looking for "Stewards of Peace and Goddess Energies" to take into the
stones, I immediately volunteered. As things would turn out, I didn't get
to "find you or the rest of the campaign group" as planned, but I WAS INDEED
in the dead center of the circle for most of the entire evening; Since
there was NO PERCEPTION OF WHO OR WHAT I AM, I went unnoticed. I was there
in total peace as planned. And since I was unable to make direct contact
with the Goddess discussions as perceived (going into the stones with
effigies, etc), I was wearing a vanilla-white lace Goddess dress bought
specifically to bring out the Goddess energy within; I was there with a
Lemurian Crystal entow; a large Amethyst crystal and my body was to be
centered and aligned for balance between male/female energies; to Love and
Honor ALL OF THOSE WHO CARED TO WORSHIP in their own manner; and to be the
peace Goddess that perhaps you were hoping would go into the stones. I did
not announce myself NOR bring attention to myself. I went in there with
total LOVE....well, for EVERYTHING. NO, we didn't meet face to face, but if
you look at the digital pictures that I took, you'll see I was DEAD
CENTER........so there was someone in there working it - at least for a
peaceful event. I believe HIGHLY in what you're trying to do here.....I
couldn't agree with you more below. I see and understand the fragility of
the entire situation. This is potent and sacred to many......and always and
forever will be.
I gave it my best shot. On a few occasions, there were "discussions" with
those around me....including being part of the group that tried to talk the
gentleman down off the stones (I was just below him). I saw and felt it
"all"....and understand now, why it is so controversial.
[Thank you Jaide... Communicate with jaide@email.msn.com ]
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